Recently been feeding myself with foods nonstop. After that day, I really trying my best to get rid of the feeling. Why am I feeling so hurt? These days I threw up all those motivation quotes in my mind, let my mind fill up with many stuff, busying in the office and pushing aside those thoughts about you and yeah...... I guess I failed to. I been really stressing up for unable to get rid of that feeling and in the same time, I realize I am losing my self challenging in me. I become unproductive at all and is been maintain for that long. My life seem so blurry, miserable and worst without direction.
I need find back myself but how? Which direction I shall go? Could I still able to face you? I know no one can help me find the answer except for myself. Please Jonna How Sui Ling, could you please bloody wake up?! (sighs......)
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